Thursday, January 12, 2012
Jamie Beck e Kevin Burg – Cinemagraphs
Monday, January 9, 2012
SUPAKITCH & KORALIE Art
Be inspired loved ones.
Friday, January 6, 2012
Happy Weekend
I love this song - it always gets me in the mood to party.
Afrojack
Now, I have seen South Africans dance to this!! So hott
Grammy Camp
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Stirring
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Partners in Crime
She Came Knocking
Upon further investigation I realized I was not alone - Creativity had come to pay me a visit. I guess it could have been easier to wrestle her away, but I am not one to silence the Lady when she comes. She always comes bearing gifts and often those gifts are rewards for heeding the call and deciding to respond.
So I picked up my pen and started to write - lyrics flowed. A masterpiece - a story of my best friend and I. A tap into the meaning of our friendship, the journey we had been on and it's abrupt end. So many things I had forgotten, I found myself grateful for finally understanding the meaning of friendship. A friend so long gone and so far away had become my muse.
Someone once said that it is important to honour the creative call. Failure to do so results in silence. She does not keep regular hours but her rewards are more than all the success and fame a person could hope for.
Maybe last night was not insomnia, maybe it was an awareness of something that could quench my yearning.
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Baby Steps to Greatness
While many of these questions could discourage the act of setting these goals - I firmly believe and love New Year goal setting. I think it signifies an opportunity to start again - to release the past, release mistakes and forgive compromises. I think it provides hope and gives you the bravery to face the night, the hurdles and bondage that try to drown you.
Do you have to wait until the New Year to set a goal? No. I think that if you are genuine about change you will implement it instantly. But some are weaker and it's ok. Baby steps to greatness...
So, we face 2012 - no fear - no regrets. We looks into it boldly and ready to face each challenge. And lets not forget the great moments...these too shall come
Monday, January 2, 2012
My name is...
It's January, 3rd, 2012...crazy how time flies when you're having fun.
My story begins in a little town called Rustenburg in the North West Province. Looking back now, I realize I had a dream childhood. I did not fear the world - just the opposite - it was one GI-normous playground.
School was...it was trying. Difficult at first - simply because I spent so much of it trying to fit in and conform. It was very difficult to do so - see I am a Christian girl and I went to a school that was in a Muslim community. So much of the thinking and dynamic was Islamic and lets just say - if you weren't Muslim - you did not matter. Much of primary school was spent trying to gain favour from Muslim friends and teachers and much of it was spent in tears. Pathetic ... I know ... but true.
High School was great - I kinda realized that I was awkward - SO WHAT! It didn't matter. School became on huge stage and I became the lead actress. I could be vivacious and daring. I could be mysterious and cheeky. And so began 4 years of the best performance of my life. I pulled it off excellently. Often chosen to speak on behalf of my peers for "issues that mattered!" I had created a world that needed me AND I LOVED IT.
I also got into writing - writing poetry, plays and then it evolved into music. Yip, Britney Spears influenced me - its insane but true and looking back I cannot believe I was into it. But I think in so many ways, the music was an opportunity to reveal what was really going on in my heart and in my mind. See living behind a mask became something I did at School and then it extended to my home life. My parents didn't really notice - I was a model student with great grades...and I think for a while I believed it.
My final year was scary - the real world called for the real me. And so I left my Utopia behind and I made a decision to live life to the fullest. Work hard - play hard! This defined the way I would do it for the next 7 years.
So I worked at a Leadership NGO called Partnership Foundation Trust - Eduland and studied. It was tough - emotionally. I found other kids who where just like me - trying to leave some kind of legacy in the world, not understanding that they could start again - it was never too late. My presentations became fierce - I was on a mission that simply stated, "It's OK, breathe, stop, think - now if you don't like it then start over!" Words I had ached and wanted to hear in High School suddenly became the theme of my discussions with young people - I started to feel a release.
I don't really look at Eduland as a job - it was more than that. It was therapy. It's were I could re-connect with God and re-connect with myself. I spent moments in solitude forgiving myself for compromises I had made in School to fit in and I spent moments in front of teenagers stirring myself up and getting ready to take on the world again.
I left Eduland for the Johannesburg - the City of Gold. A glorified version of High School - that pretty much sums it up. In a way I think this City was the Heavens way of putting my new found convictions and revelations to the test. And while there are days when i falter and fail - there are good days, when I overcome and my hope is renewed.
This blog is an extension of me - my therapy. An outlet to be real and opportunity to salvage my sanity in place where people compromise to succeed...these are my adventures.
Love,
Melissa



